17 DECEMBER 2025

其实何必呢，独有的性格难以相处，到底为了什么而执着 天上星星闪呀闪，地上人人在争夺 少花钱！少花钱！少花钱！ 还有五年~~~ 五年就离开~~~ 车属于你~~~如果我还有储蓄都给你吧~~~ 我消失了~~~就没了~~~猜疑~~~怀疑~~~背叛~~~ 我累了~~~回不了头~~~

23rd october 2025

呵呵，又吵架 解释真的那么重要？ 还是不服输心态而去争个输赢。 事情一直都在发生，永远都不会解决完毕，每天每日所做的，都会是未来的结果 时间一直走，环境一直变，没有什么是永远 都了这里我是不是该下车了呢？ 都不同不相为谋，既然你有你的看法，意见不一，这样必须要有的了结 说公平，何为公平，谁决定的公平 说逻辑，何为逻辑，谁决定的逻辑 也许放弃，才能靠近自由 不在执意，自由才会找上我 经济处理好了，就离开吧，这里以变形，世界法则，无人能改变 顺着环境走，别苦了自己，不值 这里的成绩，已有答案，小小做起，应该饿不死 过不了第五间，尽头了 从今开始，少出门，少花钱，三天在sp , 一天在pv,一天在1u,一天在ic claim 少，花费少，应该能看到解决经济的方案吧 去qm 买巴士票吧 放下归零，重新开始 很多时候看到自己，谨慎处理，感到成功。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

30th june 2025

从反回忆，看了都会“笑” 我太“幼稚”，“天真” 这次我干了什么，说了不去惹尘埃，现在要如何 接受，我做不了她想要的 拒绝，我成了罪人 搞笑的，爸需要让她传话给我，我是否可以离开了呢 我静是不要被反驳，冷水 这样都是错吗？ 没对没错吧 身在福中不知福 xeron不喜欢的，现在一一的呈现 被监视，被追中，被质问，被束缚 我以不是我 xeron are not xeron

19th december 2020

today is nineteen of december , it can't remember how many day pass , sometimes still feel miss her but already know we are not suitable . this though good for myself be once again ... everybody take care of me but i have no idea for face them after this , i need make an oath for myself never have partner or couple because i no need it recently i just need focus on my future and invest for my future , nothing will important than myself i already have my own wealth and now is time to grow it study more learn more and take action i need set a goal of life one year saving 10k and invest 10k invest for passive income saving for back up or business no need delete my memories , that is my life experience , keep it

08 december 2020

today i has been make decision about remove social media for let me calmdown focus to studying my share trading to investment. for about the women/girl ... not in my list right now don't sad because of women/girl don't do anything because of women/girl is not valueable

07 december 2020

now is 23:43 I have figured it out I should calm down What I should do now is work hard and learn fluent English Many people say that I am already well, I have a house, a car and my family I think seriously, the car loan is cleared, and the first house loan is almost cleared. What else do I need to worry about. At present, only salary needs to increase. The others are already fine I will always wait silently and hope that she will be well and have a good time love you forever

30 november 2020

[5:40 PM, 11/30/2020] J. Tan: I think we really need to have a break ., for now ..,I really feel struggling with u ., mayb we can just be friend for now ..,! Just did not wan to waste your time n mine too ., I really can’t commit into a relationship., [5:43 PM, 11/30/2020] J. Tan: U do need to change or do anything for me , it’s not for me , it’s actually for your own self! [5:44 PM, 11/30/2020] Xeronlee: sure [5:48 PM, 11/30/2020] Xeronlee: thanks for your decision , this is your choice and i will respect you , nothng is wrong , just follow your heart wish you good luck for your exam soon [5:49 PM, 11/30/2020] J. Tan: May we can be friend , than a partner , if u still wan to ., [5:49 PM, 11/30/2020] Xeronlee: if you feel comfortable just go ahead [5:49 PM, 11/30/2020] J. Tan: After the thought , I really feel I’m not really commit into a relationship., [5:55 PM, 11/30/2020] J. Tan: We are just not long together, how to have love actually?, I was wondering do I really love u or not , I also not sure , I just feel so stressed only ., 🤷🏽‍♀️ [6:00 PM, 11/30/2020] Xeronlee: agree for we just have short time to know each other now i know my clear direction what should i do no worries [6:01 PM, 11/30/2020] Xeronlee: focus on your exam THANKS FOR YOUR ANSWER !!! I WILL BE ALRIGHT